Sometimes I wonder if this blog will end because…well…can I really keep speaking to my life in context to how my cat is in it? I picture a day I look at her and think “we had a good run ol pal.” But is really is funny how she continues to inspire, comfort, cause reflection-or just make me laugh. When I saw half her body hanging out of this box (cover photo) I first laughed…trying to picture where she decided “this is good.” Then I thought deeper-because it mirrors my life a lot lately: being half into or out of something. It’s hard to fully commit to anything. I’ll go through how it could go wrong, what it means if it goes right-and I’ll sit there trying to decide if I’m in distress or just making choices. It sounds great when I declare what I want-but getting it means I have to let go of what was keeping it from me and that’s not easy. Even the worst coping tools can become endearing and safe-so the new healthy thing can feel real dumb and even wrong. So I’ll just put part of myself into it until I can do more or need to step back. But I hadn’t put many words to how I’ve been feeling until I saw my jerk cat half in that box-so for now, the life lessons I’m positive she has no idea she’s imparting upon me continue.
Follow your heart. Feel better! The very best wishes!
Thank you so much…this was wonderful to wake up to ❤️
Im happy to know you were inspired. Nevertheless, you will have see how Johnny feels about it all.😒
She loovvveeeddd it ☺️